Showing posts with label self reproach. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self reproach. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Penitence



 He was once.

He was kind.
I know he was.

He was attentive
And knew how to love.

He was gentle,
A porcelaine doll.
He was strong
Never thought he'd ever fall.

He was a dreamer,
A beautiful mind.
He was a warrior 
With the soul of a child.

He wasn't perfect
But he gave me hope.
He gave me life 
With the words he spoke.

That's what he was.
Now he is lost.
Now he is broken
And I think it's my fault.

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Lost & Found


You used to say
You'd be the one to fix me.
Never took you for a creeper.
Never thought you'd be the one
To make the wound much deeper.

And I tried to make you 
Into something
You were never meant to be.
That's over now.
The lie's broken down.
And now
I'm standing in the lost and found.

I used to think 
I was strong enough
To never leave your side
But time's the measure
And he knew better
And somehow it seems I lied.

And I tried to make me
Into something
I was never meant to be
But that's over now.
That lie's broken down.
I look around 
And see that somehow
I'm right back
In the lost and found.